Kung ikaw ay isang panaginip ver. 01

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Hi guys!

Before anything else, please join me in greeting my blog a HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY!!! Sabi nga ni Basha, “I already gave you 5 years of my life [Poy]. It’s about time you give me what I want.” BUT unlike them, me and this blog of mine ain’t going to break up! Sana!

To celebrate, I’m going to make kwento about something very very personal–my deepest, darkest, lambuchingi weird dreams. After reading you can pyschoanalyze me and conclude that a) I am an overthinker, b) I have an super hyped subconscious and c) I think about boys maybe a little bit too much. CHAROT!

I am one of those ~gifted~ people (yes #blesst) na naalala ang kanilang mga dreams. Hindi naman sa pagyayabang pero yung subconscious ko sobrang OA sa ganap. Bukod sa nakakapagod yung mga panaginip ko, Hollywood levels din siya.

I know what you’re thinking. Sobra naman yata ang colonial mentality ko at pati sa panaginip damay? HOLD UP. Nakapanaginip na rin ako ng Pinoy celebs. Off the top of my head, napanaginipan ko dati si Gerald Anderson tapos naglalambuchingan daw kami malapit sa isang fountain. We’re slow dancing tapos dumating daw si Kim Chiu. Selos na selos si ateng. Balingkinitan kasi talaga ako eh.

Tapos one time napanaginipan ko si Paulo Avelino (please watch I’m Drunk, I Love You.!), ki-kiss nya daw ako tapos nung malapit na yung mga ~lips~ namin sa each other, syempre nagising ako. I really can’t have nice things.

Si Enrique Gil napanaginipan ko na din. Ang sweet nya daw sakin. Ang totoong panaginip dito ay AKO BA SI LIZA SOBERANO???

Hindi naman nagkakalayo. Charot!!!

Anyway, I’ll spare you the lambuchingan stories and share the wholesome and weirdest ones. Abridged versions only!

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2016’s Bes

HI GUYS OMG DID U HEAR THAT YES THAT’S 2016 ENDING.

With a bang if I may add. Sobrang kupal ng taon na ‘to na hanggang sa huling sandali madami siyang paandar. Pwedeng awat na, mumsh?

BUT! In fairness naman and to 2016’s defense, on a micro-level (naks micro???) it isn’t as bad as it looks. In one of my conversations with Sosep, we agreed that this year for us is pretty okay naman all things considering. It doesn’t hurt to be grateful and celebrate the good things that happened this que horror year.

So that’s what I’m going to do! Presenting my 2016’s bes(t):

1. Hello 25, it me.

aka THE ULTIMATE TEST OF FRIENDSHIP. I spent my birthday with my friends, family, and the love of my life: Jollibee.

2. Live from New York!

I’ve always wanted to fly to NYC and it felt like after THREE FAILED ATTEMPTS and countless hours of waiting at the airport, when the boarding pass was handed to me to FINALLY fly to JFK parang maiiyak yata ako bezzy kasi pakshet +19 hours ‘to of panis laway. Char.

WELL IF IT ISN’T WORTH IT.

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I also got to spend time with my aunts and cousins which is pretty friggin awesome!

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It’s weird that I only got to spend three days with NYC but there is still so much to see and experience! I miss it… wow clingy????? Sana makabalik ako next year! Sana marami rin akong anda!

3. Music!

My resolution for 2016 is to go out more. And go out, I did. Ika nga ng nanay ko, “SAAN NA NAMAN ANG LAMYERDA MO??”

Best pa rin ‘yung eLBindiefest kasi hindi ko kinailangang lumuwas! PLUS, my favorites/friends got to experience the LB crowd for the first time!

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You can check out their music: tide/edit | Tom’s Story

4. Friends!

Going out more comes with meeting new people and spending more time with the old!

5. Lucas and Tita B diaries was born!

I think we can all agree na ang tunay na ~*star*~ ng taong ito at ng buhay ko yes wow ay aking super duper cute sungit at sutil na pamangkin!

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When people comment na uy ang sarap ng may bata sa bahay kasi may laruan kami. Ang totoo niyan, kaming lahat ang laruan ni Lucas. Hindi mo ‘yan mauuto. Laging may panabla hindi ka mananalo diyan!

Patay nga lang kapag in-english mo na. Ganito ‘yan:

Person: Hi Lucas, how was your day?

Lucas: I’m four!

Malala.

Kung essay writing contest ‘to, talo na ako. Ayoko na mag-reflect, guys. Pagod na pagod na akong mag-isip…

Magmamahal na lang ako.

ARUUUUUU YES WOW BAKET PAANO SINO KAILAN SAAN

If you’re one of the reasons why 2016’s ain’t so bad, ty po! Cheers to making new friends, exploring new places, passing my comprehensive exams, graduating, and falling in love in 2017! The best is yet to come!

Luv u guys lyk a luv song!

Merry Christmas cuties!

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G U Y S !!!!!!!!

Party hat’s on cos I don’t have Santa hat but it’s not Santa we’re celebrating anyway nor is it Jollibee (pero let’s say that I do haha luv u bb) but you know we gots a birthday to celebrate! Let’s not forget that today, and also the days that will follow, is about love and kindness and generosity and peace. Terrible things has happened this year so now more than ever we need to practice being kind. It’s hard but I believe in ripple effects so…

I am not the most religious person but last night’s sermon got to me. The priest said that maybe we celebrate Christmas because we need to be reminded to have faith and to not be afraid.

Be brave, hope, and have faith! (Teka nga ime-message ko na ‘yung crush ko….. CHAR BUT U GET WHAT I MEAN RIGHT.)

LUV U GUYS LYK A LUV SONG AND MAY THE FORCE BE WITH ALL OF US!

MERRY CHRISTMAS CUTIES!!!!!

P.S. Hi, crush. In case you’re reading this, next year mas magiging merry ang Christmas mo kapag tayo na. Hahahahehehehe

 

It’s just a little crush promise!

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Hi guys!!!

Kumusta? Wow tatlong buwan pala akong walang paramdam. Sabi nga ni Jessy Mendiola: WHAT AM I TO SAY TO THAT? Sorry daming ganap! Bukod sa maraming trabaho, an already finished semester (YAAAASSSSS), a thesis and comprehensive exams on the way (next sem!!), and itong mga kadiring nangyayari sa Pilipinas, wala namang bago other than…

I bought office plants.

and…

I have a crush.

#WOW #SHOOKT

Omg. Yuck wow high school??? Teenager???

Guys wala palang pinipiling edad o sitwasyon ‘yung crush phase. Akala ko tapos na ako don. May iba naman along the way na “uy cutieeee” or “uy bet!!!” or “uy sana single” pero ito wala lang crush ko lang talaga siya.

Medyo kadiri na nga eh. Banggitin mo lang pangalan nung mokong (yesss uyyy playing it cool kunyari wala lang) na yun, mapapangiti na si gaga (me). I try to play it cool pero alam mo yung whenever I feel his presence (WOW) nagfi-freak out ako inside. One time sabi ko sa mga kaibigan ko:

OMG ANDYAN NA SIYA MAG-USAP LANG TAYO SHET HAY ANG CUTE NIYA TALAGA HUHU OK WAG KAYONG TITINGIN BAKA MAHALATA WAAAAAA!

Diyos ko lord parang akong tinurukan. Binulong ko lahat yan whilst maintaining a normal, happy-looking smile pero dilat ang mata.

To answer your question: Single naman yata.

To answer your other question: HINDI SIYA MARCOS APOLOGIST. Hehe.

To answer your other other question: Siyempre hindi ko sasabihin kung sino.

Disappointed na nga mga kaibigan ko cos I’m really off my game. Or talagang willing lang akong tumingin from afar… CHAR ARTE KO.

Dahil holiday today, napag-tripan kong mag-google about crushes. Kasi na-pressure na akong magsulat ulit dito so parang pinilit ko nalang din sarili kong mag-isip ng topic kaso wala eh nanaig ang feelings~

In fairness sa unang-una sa FAQs ha. People ask:

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Gaano po ito katotoo mga ka-DDS?

Mag-apat na buwan ko na siyang crush pero parang di pa ‘to applicable sa akin. Bilis naman bezzy. Sabi nga ni madam Carly, it’s way too soon I know this isn’t love. OA????

ANYWAY, diba sabi ko rin I bought new plants?

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I first bought the right one that I named after my crush. Namatayan na kasi ako ng ganyan dati as in napabayaan ko tapos naging lupa siya 😦 Naging pampataba literally. So, pinangalanan ko after kay ano para maalagaan ko wow. Tapos, parang ay wow ang lungkot niya so I bought the left one para sumaya siya.

And that other plant represents me. Hahahahaha baliw. #halamankanalangbaomagigingkatotohananpa

Anyway yun lang nagkwento lang ako!!! Sorry wala akong tips kasi ako mismo litong-lito na sa mga paandar ko sa lyf. I’m really off my game and I think my n years of being single threw me off hahaha. As in no joke naging shy ako. Baka kayo ang may payo sa akin? Baka lang! Feel free to share!

Bye! Sa mga magjo-join sa rally today please stay safe and let your voices be heard!!! I’ll be here in the probinsya sorry guys I need to recuperate muna wow recuperate.

To my crush, if ever mapadpad ka dito at maramdaman mong ikaw ‘to, try mo kayang mag-message naman.

Mwahugggzzz! Luv u guys like a love song!

Is this love, momshie?

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Dahil #ChangeHasCome try ko naman magsulat ng mga positive kemerut tungkol sa love.

Guys unang sentence palang ako feeling ko naduduwal na ako (WOW) (HINDI HO AKO BUNTIS) (WALA HONG BUBUNTIS). Joke lang. Last week, may nakausap akong friend na sobrang positibo ang pananaw tungkol sa pag-ibig. Siguro lahat ng sinabi naming masarap (mapa-pagkain o kung ano hehe) ang consistent niyang sagot ay:

Mas masarap pa ring magmahal.

And I was like: GET OUTTA HERE.

Syempre joke lang, english ‘yan eh! ‘Yung totoo kong sagot ay “HEH TIGILAN MO AKO.” Sobrang cynical ko na sa love so how do I give justice to this supposedly happy post?

As a JaDine fan, inabangan ko kagabi ang premiere ng ‘Til I Met You. Minsan talaga feeling ko sinasabi sakin ni Lord, ok lang na olats ako sa buhay pag-ibig binalik naman nya si James Reid sa Primetime. Haha. But James can only do so much 😦 CHARARAT. Anyway, ang unang mga linya sa pilot episode ay mga sagot sa katanungang “Paano mo nga ba malalaman kung in love ka na?” O kung siya na ba ang taong para sa’yo?

Cheesy pero wala kayong pake. I live for this hanash.

Wala akong tips dito o kung ano. Hindi rin ako nakapagsurvey sa isang daang tao para masagot ang katanungang ito kaya wala akong empirical evidence to back up my claims (WOW). Actually, sa tagal ko nang hindi na-in love hindi ko alam kung applicable pa rin ‘to HAHA SO ANO PA NGA BANG PINAGSASABI KO SINASAYANG KO LANG BA ORAS MO??

Nakaabot ka na dito so papanindigan ko na.

Here are some telltale signs na sure, plangak, truly lee – in love ka na momshie.

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