Run

I’m struggling.

It’s been a shitty couple of months and I’ve been living in denial, so to speak. It’s only when I woke up this morning that I acknowledged it. I’m in a funk.

I feel stuck.

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Grabe, 26!

I was chatting with my best friend last night when we realized that 1. We became friends when Meteor Garden came out in 2003 in the Philippines and now it’s being remade in a very bongga way (ayon sa chismis), which was what 14 freaking years ago 2. We were 12 at the time and 3) Wow mehn 26 na kami wait lang paano nangyari yun???

Kids, ito ‘yung F4 featuring a kalapati. I don’t like birds pero ang swerte nung kalapati.

Ang purpose nung unang paragraph ay mapagcompute ka at mapatunayan kong may angking talento din naman ako sa Math. Charot.

Last year when I turned 25, I said that I thought there will be some sort of hanash within me. Something na kakatok sa ulo ko at sasabihing “Huy, 25 ka na. So anong plano?” I didn’t panic. I was okay. But, last night, hahaha nakakatawa kasi pareho kaming:

Omg. 26 na tayo.

Ngayon kumatok yung kakatok sabi niya “Hello, ANUNEY???” Mas demanding si bes.

‘Yung totoo wala akong resolution sa mga hanash ko in life and I’ll navigate my way through ‘adulthood’ in the days/weeks/months/years to come but I do know that I am grateful for another +1 in my buhay. Work’s great (walang halong charot). School’s almost done (sana sipagin ako) (please) (please pray for my kasipagan it’s dying). Family’s still funny (yung nanay ko nagbubukas pa rin ng cabinet ko tapos tulog ako tapos gigisingin ako kung bagay ba sa kanya yung damit pag sinabi kong oo half asleep sasabihin nya Bakit?? I can’t haha). My friends are perfect and yung puso ko ayun ok naman hehe.

Madaming hanash lang minsan but there is nothing that a bucket of chickenjoy shared with loved ones can’t fix. Lalo na kapag puro thigh part. ❤

Salamat nga pala sa mga bumati. Wala nang nagwish ng jowa. Nakaramdam ba kayo? Charot.

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My birthday cake is as busilak as me

Ty Lord ty parents ty friends ty ppl 4 diz lyf!

Love you guys like a love song!

P.S. My best friend and I became friends because of Meteor Garden. Sabi ko sa kanya one day, “Nanonood ka ng Meteor Garden? Sinong favorite mo?” Sabi niya, “Si Lei.” And I was like, “Me too!!!” At some point yung nickname niya also transformed to Lei. Wala lang kwento lang.

P.P.S. Diyos ko nasa PS na ako ang dami ko pa ring nasabi.

P.P.P.S. Okay bye.

Lessons from Carson: Hope moderately, love fully

Disclaimer: Not a movie review. I’m just a girl feeling feelings who also believes that this film should be watched by many.

Warning: Might contain spoilers!

Hi, guys!

Have you watched I’m Drunk, I Love You. na? Kung hindi pa, you better hurry because some cinemas are already pulling it out (after a week palang!!!) because of idk some shitty system. You can’t really blame it on the lack of demand kasi dine-demand nga siya eh?

Bago ang emote, I want to commend Waltermart Calamba dahil nakikinig sila sa boses ng sambayanan char. When I called them to check kung showing sa kanila ang IDILY, grabe yung energy na sumambat sa akin:

Ate: HELLO WALTERMART CALAMBA HAPPY MORNING PO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: Ah eh. I’m Drunk, I Love You. Hello! Palabas po?

NATARANTA AKO BAKS. Si ate parang tumungga ng Milo. Yung energy niya, yun na yung energy ko for the whole work day. Hindi ko kaya.

Ang ending, wrong number ako kasi sa supermarket siya.

BACK TO REGULAR PROGRAMMING. I’m Drunk, I Love You. is about two (best) friends who went on a road trip (with my favorite Jason Ty) days before graduation. The movie isn’t about heartbreak, or your usual ‘friendzone’ tales.

It’s about real undisclosed feelings and settling the what ifs. In short, closure.

BIGLANG SERYOSO KO BA KASI NAMAN EH????

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Kung ikaw ay isang panaginip ver. 01

Hi guys!

Before anything else, please join me in greeting my blog a HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY!!! Sabi nga ni Basha, “I already gave you 5 years of my life [Poy]. It’s about time you give me what I want.” BUT unlike them, me and this blog of mine ain’t going to break up! Sana!

To celebrate, I’m going to make kwento about something very very personal–my deepest, darkest, lambuchingi weird dreams. After reading you can pyschoanalyze me and conclude that a) I am an overthinker, b) I have an super hyped subconscious and c) I think about boys maybe a little bit too much. CHAROT!

I am one of those ~gifted~ people (yes #blesst) na naalala ang kanilang mga dreams. Hindi naman sa pagyayabang pero yung subconscious ko sobrang OA sa ganap. Bukod sa nakakapagod yung mga panaginip ko, Hollywood levels din siya.

I know what you’re thinking. Sobra naman yata ang colonial mentality ko at pati sa panaginip damay? HOLD UP. Nakapanaginip na rin ako ng Pinoy celebs. Off the top of my head, napanaginipan ko dati si Gerald Anderson tapos naglalambuchingan daw kami malapit sa isang fountain. We’re slow dancing tapos dumating daw si Kim Chiu. Selos na selos si ateng. Balingkinitan kasi talaga ako eh.

Tapos one time napanaginipan ko si Paulo Avelino (please watch I’m Drunk, I Love You.!), ki-kiss nya daw ako tapos nung malapit na yung mga ~lips~ namin sa each other, syempre nagising ako. I really can’t have nice things.

Si Enrique Gil napanaginipan ko na din. Ang sweet nya daw sakin. Ang totoong panaginip dito ay AKO BA SI LIZA SOBERANO???

Hindi naman nagkakalayo. Charot!!!

Anyway, I’ll spare you the lambuchingan stories and share the wholesome and weirdest ones. Abridged versions only!

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