I was feeling exceptionally sad today. My job applications are still, very much, job applications without confirmation, response or whatsoever. I feel like every day passes and there’s nothing worthwhile happening. And above all, I miss my family. I miss home. I know I shouldn’t be thinking negatively and that this thing is already an opportunity (although my stubborn brain is not functioning that thought well enough) but I can’t help myself. I was bitten by the homesick bug today.
So I went out and decided to walk it all off. I feel like I’m about to break down and I just need to breathe it all out. I started to hit “Shuffle songs” on my iPod and guess what the first song was.
I’m learning to breathe, I’m learning to crawl
The song that I listen to whenever I feel hopeless and helpless. The song that never fails to comfort me. It played first. It played when I needed it.
I’m a firm believer of signs. I think this is the universe telling me to not give up just yet. No universe, I’m not giving up. But I needed that. Thanks.
Well I’m sure you know home misses you too. More than you can imagine. I’m also in the process of looking for a new job — long story.
Oh, why? Let’s email kaya to catch up! I miss you Aixyyyyy! 😦 >:D<
BFFs! I go for including me in that email.. Whatever happened to our shared journal?? haha. I MISS YOU BOTH SUPERB! 😦
Aix has the shared journal! I think. Hahaha! Ipadala nyo dito yung journal lols
Probably, cause I don’t have it either. Check your email! i sent you something.. 🙂
The Universe is talking to us ALL THE TIME. We just ignore IT most of the time 😉
I’ll keep that in mind 🙂 Thanks for dropping by!
I love this song! Switchfoot has so much meaning in their songs. Good pick.
True that! Thanks! 🙂